by guest author Leslie Lehr
Real life haunted me into writing What A Mother Knows. First, my daughter started crying at night during middle school. I felt helpless. I would lay awake and imagine the worst. I took her to doctors and transferred her to a new school, but then I worried about all the things in Hollywood that I tried to protect her from – even while I was working in the film industry. I used to want my daughter to be president, but now I just wanted her to be safe. I wanted to lock her up until she turned twenty-one.
I started working at home, and wrote an essay about it called “Mommy Wars”. I think all mothers are doing their best even though we go about it differently. Then I wrote an essay called “Parenting Paranoia” that Arianna Huffington excerpted in her book, On Becoming Fearless. But I was still afraid.
Soon after, I had jury duty on a manslaughter case in which two mothers were suing the driver of a car that crashed into a sports bar and killed their sons. The boys were strangers sitting at adjacent tables, and complete opposites, yet we had to help put a dollar sign on the loss these women experienced. Of course, there was no right amount, but it couldn’t be zero, either. And so in the worst of what-ifs, I started worrying about my daughter and how far would I go to protect her.
I wrote the first draft as my MFA thesis, but it was dark and literary and the mom was so scary that I put it aside to write something lighter and more commercial. I wrote my next book, Wife Goes On, then came back to What A Mother Knows. Everything in it was real – the emotions, the setting, even the music. My younger daughter was a teenager then, so the story still haunted me. I pulled it apart and put it back together as a more exciting page-turner with a bigger love story. The mom is really kickass now. We can all live vicariously through her. That’s the fun part.
Leslie Lehr
What A Mother Knows, May 2013, Sourcebooks Landmark
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